The last time holding hands...
Russia ballet in Winchester...written in 2017 about 2013.
There is that final moment of holding hands. It is sudden, shocking, yet inexorable. And your heart thenceforth will continue to daily break into a million pieces...for the rest of your life.
Fathers and daughters have relationships that rarely end like they do in the movies. Your story is all too common. I know the pain you feel for I feel it myself for my daughter.
Your family is about the same age as mine, and every time you write it breaks my heart.